A place to vent, elaborate, work through, gush, document and explore the troubles and joys of my nomadic heart as I follow it through life <3
It led me to study abroad through Semester at Sea, and now I will graduate in May with a double major in film and theatre, then hopefully work for Disney and then TeachForAmerica.
LOVES (aka you will see)
EVERY NOW AND THEN I FALL APART…AND I NEED YOU NOW TONIGHT…AND I NEED YOU MORE THAN EVER!!!!
Even though I know it’s the best option, it still hurts. Really bad. And I have to work really hard everyday to remind myself that this is the right thing to do.
It’s like I’m breaking up with my soulmate. We love each other (well actually I loved him/it more), but we just can’t make it work. We just need to be friends. But I keep trying to consider ways to be more even though I know it’s destined to fail. And even though I broke up with him/it, I’ll always want him/it back and be the more devastated one. Also I still can’t officially unfriend him/it (aka decline the offer and stop checking the audition page).
I’m treating moving on from my DCP dream like I would any other break up. Hot bath, pjs, ice cream, wine or hot cocoa with cinnamon, a movie or once upon a time reruns, and a Bonnie tyler-Adele-a-thon screaming at the top of my lungs.
New boyfriend/Disney store or vacation please hurry along!